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table of contents 1.0
Thisis
my old blog (formerly zerosum)
started Feb 2000
heads UP !
2nd
week april 2000
A
Story of The Return
first thing after coming
back from NY/Bard week with Seli
April
2000
dialoge
Winterfeld : my Recovery
finally ! enough with gdf
pussyfooting : got MY pictures back !
february
2000
it
hit me : the BEDLAM like a ton of rocks from Heaven
the Time of Troubles - no
updating has been done as of presstime 15 May 2000. All work cut off @
the time because of conflict. Looks like i'll pick it up ASA i get my own
place in TWO (ah, panic, nix panicus!) yes, two weeks.
last
week in march 2000
march
2000
medicine
in March
pre-site
manufacture
january 2000
St
Paddy's week
i CAN do it without drinkin'
!
The
Covenant with La Deesse
an end to all fighting
the
first two weeks after
zero
sum updates
pictures
19
hours
an album (splatbook?)
of pics I took with some of my friends right up and leading to my 19+ hour
train to meet with Sel in March 2000. Our auspicious, most excellent first
meeting :)
ashley
bart
friend for life, one last
pichu
fast
mark
allo herr funovits, ja !
kifah
draws souls
major
art
last known location :::
wHeRe ?!?
A
Story of Us
pictures taken March
10-15, 2000, during my visit to Sel at school in NY
glitch-FREE
the answer to faltering
ISPs. unless, of course, those DOS cracks are @ it again. Du, enough with
the DOS already! (2:57PM 16May2000)
JPEG
image 586x894 pixels
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JPEG
image 786x590 pixels
JPEG
image 890x595 pixels
recovered
sel pictures
from sarpic.zip archives
replicated @ least 3x with no detail loss or pixelization due to compression.
Also, please see note for the previous folder. Thanks !
Sel
picture book online
technical: Due to the wishy/washy
encoding of the sponsor page's gnomes, getting to this page may prove to
be of a slight difficulty on some browsers. Keep @ it! The pictures are
SO worth it :)
working
title sarrah pictures
orange
crush
pictures that sel sent
me
archived
Sel pics
recovered 16 May 2000,
after Sel's twenny-second birthday :)!
Center's
computers
and the love of my life,
Sel-baby catching up on email <3:)
dance
studio
sel doing homework
Faerie
2000
Happy New Champagne, er
Year !
hallway
artwall collage by Kim (jones?smith?)
hardware
shopping (huh?:)
sel, aisha, maren in red
hook
hey
Red !
spring 1998 - one of my
favorite pics ((love that hair, mon))
lightbox
sel
flash didn't read right
in the studio, had to do mega* leveling via photoshop :)
Naughty!
scandalous, fabuloso pic
from some party: check out those leather pants, eh? Awesome attitude, du
:)
Nightingale
(in black and white)
another version of the inthewindow.jpg
out
dark bigger version
relatively hi-rez version,
more detail shown. I LOVE that smile :)
realswing
whew! thanks Dad, for the
pic (smallest version)
sad
during the illness
2000
New Year's in Brooklyn
bachannal
watch out !
bergen
ivy
first ever pic sel sent
::: "you're a WHITE girl !" ... "is that wrong?!?". A pleasant surprise
:) (Oct 1999)
Blur
: the Dancer
photoshopped version of
(the other new dress) pic
calfskin
suede
pretty new jacket, thanks
Mom !
grey
dress
ala modelo : i give it 9/10
:) <3 it!
new
dress
caught in stop-action
Sel
profile
the (notoriously:) award-winning
Seli photo
soft
and quiet
a long day
another
Hoffman pic
b/w
pic of seli outside studio
:) photogenic sel
emmeleia
smaller version
inner
dialogue
lightstripe
the smaller version
lightstripe
BIG version
more
studio pics
outside
the kline com
twas a funny pic, with stuff
on the roof of kline ((( grin )))
pooka:)
weaving
quod vide emmeleia and so_AWEsome
! pics
returning
the key
quiet(!?)faced seli-bear
:)
sel
and sid pic
thanks Jenny :)
sel
outside the art studio
sel
outside the manor house
the girl with the sun in
her eyes
sel's
so_AWEsome smile
snowdrop
(BIG version) :)
snowdrop
gathering
Sunsmile
first pic with both of us
in it : can you see where I am ?
the
Center balcony
ala Romeo and Juliet ? (REALLY
big pic)
Tuesday
thanks to momma Irene for
taking the pic!
bigwhite
the transplanted tropical
that I am, I've this unbelievable fascination with (of all things) SNOW.
a
room with a view
courtesy of Sel (Winter
1999-2000)
big
white 01 | an exercise in perspective
big
white 02 | picture perfect background : my own little snowglobe
bigwhite
| i love snow !!! | wait'll I learn how2 wideboard (0:
icy
urban wasteland
smile
album
cowboy
Brun
Hsien
| artwork by Jong
me
and the Koreans
Jong and Mike
the
ethiopian dinner
the
three amigos
sourire
the one and last reunion
with Bart Sadkowski and Justyna Zydel
art
critics
happy
buddha faces
the author in the center,
with justyna and bart
justyna
main
page for sourire
me
and bart
reunion
of dear friends
< was it in february?
seems like a lifetime ago >
acid
rorschach
experiments with 688PPC
film and a smidgen of hydrochlor-acid on the same pic turned out to be
a visual exercise in necessary catharsis.
outlook
Anime 2000 |
(current) backlogged project
sleep
dep
good haired, eye-bagged
@ work (old pic) taken late last quarter 1999 by Justyna
the
Bengal Khan
I was referred to Toa Jojo
(of Milios, Chicago), the guy who does Rodman's hair. Took FIVE hours!
But 1 bleach job, 4 colors and 3 shampoos later - I have one of the KEWlest
dye-jobs ever. Thank you, Jo :)
written
work
generally 99-2000 pieces,
with a few REALLY old ones thrown in for good measure :)
Oblivion
| Elysium
a
really bad dream
Magovitch and Tam are vampires.
Or are they ?
Aftermath
: a hacker's valentine
an
excerpt from the Millennial devotion
unedited and recited from
memory of twilight
Aneurysm
Do
you know Tyler Durden ?
Fight Club inspired piece
for
a moment there I totally forgot Tyler's whole "controlled demolition" thing
...
fight Club inspired writing
Govern
The Unaligned
an older devotion from the
Elders
I
am Maitreya.
This is MY game.
latest
DCD news from ryan Caduceus
ni
hau ma ming zhu :)
latest news re: our chopsocky
Aussie pal
on
Hallowed ground
inspired from the Varese
Sarabande score for the original movie The Crow
Pogawedka
z wiedzma
korrespondenz mit der Anaya
suffering
surefire
sniffles zapper stew
heheh, for the ever buggin
stuffy noze
The
Incredibly Strange Mutant Creatures Who Rule the Universe of Alienated
Japanese Zombie Computer Nerds
The
Primogen Welcome
for House Decadence
There
Are Eight Rules
lifted from the FOX official
Fight Club site
scratch
disk
unedited pieces
Winter
haiku
zero
sum haiku imported from sloane
a
review of Leon
an
untitled Game Of You
soon to be shuffled into
the Book
disintegrating
into
Dust Turning
into
This Wish
Nothing
nihilism.... mmm, yummy
(sarkazm)
SERAFENE
awaken
rully rully good scratch
disk't
The
Child Stolen
the
scratch disk | jungle | poetry by siddharta somar
the
scratch disk | poetry by siddharta somar
The
Warrior
untitled
piece
The
Book of Dreams
entre
Aqua Liber
Thou art Water given
Form
aquamarine
How do you drown a blind
man who can breathe water?
Sahvoi
And did I dream right ?
As it has already transpired. I'm still reeling from its wonder (: QV:
Thanksgiving 1999
undine
They had bottled light to
serve them in the darkness of the evening at sea
an
Act of Closing
only the weak are ever scared
Calamity
within Deluge
“Pick a card”, the hag said.
“Any card”, and so I did.
Embrace
without Escape
a missive of utmost urgency
has been handed to the maiden
Hasten
This Longing
Encircling me to the last,
my own disembodiment. Yet strangely welcome: I speak of Home.
Nowhere
is Forever
an apology to the everDearest
heart
Our
Restoration to Grace
our strongest bastion our
renewed enlightenment our consoling providence Our Restoration to Grace
The
Book of Dreams
the
Edge of Her Wound
I knew the chosen path,
and kept quiet vigil over you.
The
Night of Unending Fire
Many are lost to Heaven’s
tortured cry: in truth, neither good, nor evil win Only the War remains
The
Book of Reach for The Sun
Beltane:
and a few thoughts on the matter
Come on in and stay home,
there are books and tea and a garden. Here in my heart.
Emmeleia
As all stories go, one has
to begin somewhere.
I
need to Remember
Our love at the end of the
day is all that matters. Nothing stands in our way. No fear, not turmoil,
nor bad dreams. Nothing.
if
it's two old biddies harrassing me - it MUST be Friday
cream cheese on bagel =
performance art?
into
Summer
The procession started.
The first day of the rest of our lives had begun.
makura
no hiruma
the darkness at noon
Mein
Wächter von Geheimnissen
the keeper of my secrets
my
heart on a sleeve
long hand-written letter
... to be continued!
Night
Story (response to Seli)
There is only you in my
mind. There is only you in my heart.
Reach
for The Sun
The Heart of a Commoner,
Conversations betwixt the auteur Siddharta and la fée avec des yeux
de vert, Seli
The
Accordance
The Truth finds Light
THE
ANGEL HAS SPOKEN.
le dernier mot la plus courte
la lune dans le premier des yeux du hibou
the
last few important things
take me through the illness,
my Angel
The
Book of The Game Of You
my
left eye
Leave me not alone with
her hunger
puddle
play
The
Book of The Game Of You
riddles borne of Dreamtime
and the Dreaming
the
glistening pool
the
oldest Game Of You
still currently unguessed
!
The
Secret
"You are my One, Without
you I am None"
The
Book Unopened
Aion
catch me in the middle of
what I have to say
an
artist's supper
confession
Fade
Into You
convergence: Sel's song
of wonder, and my piece carefully worded. It all come together :)
Harano,
song of Malahshahor
Our Elders have Spoken,
“Neglect is unforgivable.”
Pasanin
written in the tongue of
the Tagalogs
Read
For Us The Names From The Book Of The Dead
Every single time is the
end for us.
rite
of passage
the
Book Unopened
inna mi kokoro, ang pinakaloob
ng puso ko
the
sum of six and twenty
funeral
sid
knows how to write, hmmmm
the
reading room in zero sum
press release page
voce
: zero sum
spiced with a few jpgs -
currently under REconstruction ASA summer comes in
p
r i m a r y - electronica &c. by s i d l e y
sid's
music page
two
words : downtown apartment (:
ZERO
SUM | 2000 | release 17.02 ver 1.0
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