the Story Begins... |
It had been impossible to tell how long the town
had existed before the minstrel appeared. It could have been just
one week after the beginning of time or it could have been one week from
the end of time. Although it wasn't until after the minstrel came
that the People even thought of trying to figure out how long they had
been there. The days slipped one into the next without any clear
division. And no one could remember anything significant ever having
happened to mark time's passage with. The weather was always exactly the
same, a dry burning haze of blue and yellow that made even one moment undiscernible
from the moments surrounding it. The People assumed later that they had
been happy, but they certainly never called themselves that at the time.
The only other creatures in the town were the squirrels, of which there
were a great many. The squirrels, unlike the People, were always
doing something. They hurried madly about and if the People had not
been so lethargic they would have constantly tripped over the little animals.
As it was, they were content to watch them.
The minstrel appeared on one of the days between the beginning of time and the death of the squirrels. He was just a stranger when the People met him, but he told them that he was a minstrel and they accepted this, having no better explanation. He appeared, one morning, in the kitchen of the house belonging to Jeroen and his pregnant wife, sitting at the hearth next to the red flowering bush, which also sat there. He was dressed in a vivid costume of red and green stripes. His hat and his shoes tapered into soft points and had tiny chiming bells on the ends, which looked and sounded just like stars to Yalanthe. They were not alarmed at the appearance of the stranger in their home, but the squirrels studied him with their brightly comprehending eyes and kept out of his way. The minstrel sat before their fire and smiled at the flowering bush with the same bright, understanding look the squirrels wore. Then he turned towards Yalanthe and Jeroen expectantly. Yalanthe knew that they must speak to the stranger, but she and Jeroen seldom spoke even to each other, as there was rarely anything they needed to communicate. So, without thinking, she let the first words in her head tumble out of her mouth and land in front of the stranger. She asked him, "What should we do?" and he smiled a second time and said, "Dig." and left. Soon after the minstrel left Yalanthe's baby was born. It arrived in the middle of the night and Yalanthe was terribly concerned because, for the first time, she could neither see nor hear the stars. It was as if something was covering them and keeping them from her. She worried and worried about it until the ripping pain of birthing swept the stars from her mind. In the morning the sky was its clear, parched self again and lying by Yalanthe's side was the baby. It was a girl and it was completely unremarkable except for its size: she was remarkably thin. The girl, whom they named Astrid, was strangely quiet, never screaming the way other children did. She merely lay on her back in her basket and gazed at humanity with her moist, incredulous eyes. The only odd occurrence connected with her birth was the disappearance of the squirrels. The creatures all vanished from the town the morning Astrid was born. But nine days later they were discovered in a pile on the floor and shelves of an empty closet in the back of the house. They were all dead, lying on their backs with their eyes wide open and their little paws extended pathetically towards the door. Though their heads were intact, their bodies had melted into a sort of liquid dust, which had seeped into the floorboards. Yalanthe felt a great sense of loss after Jeroen took the squirrels away and scrubbed the cupboard clean. She was furious at him when he callously commented on the fact that they couldn't have rotted because they hadn't smelled. She wouldn't let him lock the closet door and she made him throw the flowering bush out with the squirrels. The town seemed forsakenly quiet after the constant bustle of the squirrels. The sedentary way of life the People had led was no longer satisfying. It was then that Jeroen told the rest of the town about the minstrel and his advice. Since the People had no other indication of what they should do with themselves they took the advice and started to dig outside the town. Everyone became tremendously busy digging all of the time, to make up for the loss of the active squirrels. It wasn't until a few months after Astrid was born that Yalanthe noticed that the child had a way of vanishing. The first time Yalanthe noticed it she tore the house apart searching for the little girl, who was discovered later, in her bed, sleeping on her back with her knees drawn up as she always did. But as the digging became more involved Yalanthe stopped paying attention to the child's random popping in and out of being. Astrid always reappeared and, as she grew older, she began to disappear more and more frequently. Yalanthe and Jeroen didn't usually have time to spend on Astrid, who somehow grew into childhood during the bustle of the first years of digging. In fact Astrid noticed that they often disregarded her even when she spoke directly to them. She got on well with them when they spoke to her, but if they didn't she might as well not have been there. She had a great deal of time to think about this circumstance because she was too young to help with the digging and so was left alone a great deal. She tried to determine what exactly was wrong. There were only two things she could identify that made her unique. Her extraordinary thinness was obvious, but the other was a secret and, she thought, deeply prodigious. She could do something she knew no one else in her town could. She could cry. The town and its inhabitants were dry as dust; it never rained and the People never cried and never sweated. Astrid was the only one with water. She always cried in secret, in the back closet where the squirrels had been found, where no one ever went. She had been going there since she could walk, once every day, to cry. She didn't know how she did it but, when she felt the tremendous weight of being alone because everyone behaved as if she were invisible, she would go there and let the horrible lump in her chest melt away and out at her eyes in a strange liquid, unique to her. When she was very young, too young to walk, she had curled up on her side in her basket and cried into her pillow, letting the feathers and fabric consume her tears. No one had ever noticed her when she did this. The first few times she went to the closet she had just let her tears flow onto the wooden floor, as she stood facing the back wall, clutching the edges of the empty shelves. However, she soon decided that if she was the only person who had this ability she ought to keep her tears. She had tried to fetch the huge cauldron from the kitchen hearth, but it was too heavy so she contented herself with taking the lightweight, shiny, tin cookie sheets. She kept them on the shelves of the closet and carefully filled them, one by one, with her tears. The day Astrid realized
her power of invisibility was the same day the People of the village discovered
salt. They had been digging to the north of the
It was during the digging time that Astrid found
the reason everyone had been ignoring her. She had reached adolescence
as successfully as could be expected. She was still tremendously thin,
but also exceptionally beautiful. She continued to go, in secret,
to the squirrel closet everyday to collect her tears in the cookie tins.
Several dozen of the shining, silvery tins met her and whispered to her
in faint crystalline voices as she added to their contents. It
Everyone had been busy at the salt mine for months. They were accumulating baskets and baskets of salt underground. Yalanthe, who had asked the question that led to the discovery in the first place, was named Director. She had decided that when they had three hundred and ninety thousand baskets filled, they would carry them to the surface and open their salt market. And on that day they would close the mine. Astrid, during
this time, had met a man. She could slip away to meet him easily
now that she understood her body's ability. It was harder to avoid
her
The final basket
of salt was set out in the dry heat of the surface nine days after Astrid's
last trip to the old squirrel closet to cry. The People were
Yalanthe decided to question Astrid about them, though she could see no reason why her daughter would talk to her after all these years. But when Yalanthe spoke tenderly to her, Astrid told her mother about the crying, and how she had met a man, and how he made her happy so that she had stopped crying. Astrid didn't tell her mother that she knew why she kept disappearing, but she couldn't help telling the rest of it. She had wanted to confide in her mother for so long and now she grasped the opportunity, even though it gave her a vaguely uneasy feeling. It was exactly nine days to the minute after Astrid
had last gone to the closet to cry that the rain began. One moment, the
town was as dry as it had always
The rain fell for thirty-nine
days without slackening one drop. And then stopped as abruptly as
it had begun. The People quickly made their way to
Astrid watched them with the same detached calmness with which she had accepted her invisibility. She then turned away and walked back to the house, where she sat in front of the fire, unmoving. She was drenched from the rain, but the heat of the fire did not dry her. Soon, with the heat and moisture, she began to sprout little plants all over her body. Tiny red flowers bloomed in the place of her mouth and blue vines twined themselves through her hair. The little plants gave her a thickness and depth that she never before possessed. As the plants grew, enveloping Astrid, the People slowly went back to their homes. They did not understand what had happened, so they sat in their homes, as Astrid sat in hers, and they waited. After a time they forgot that they were waiting. But, as they had nothing else to do they continued to sit. Sometime after the last little red flower on Astrid's mouth bloomed, the squirrels came. The squirrels, unlike the People, were always doing something. And the People sat quietly, hardly even speaking, content to watch them. On one of the days, it didn't matter which because
the days slipped one into the next without any clear division, the stranger
came. He merely appeared in the kitchen one morning, sitting at the hearth
next to the red flowering bush, which also sat there. He was dressed in
a vivid costume of red and green
The minstrel smiled a last time, "Dig," he said, and left.
Copyright 1996 Sarrah Ward (HTML by Paul Ramos), Published July 2000 |